tired days

i haven't updated in a while (over a year!)...got sucked into work, school, and life. priorities shifted. i'm still having trouble expressing myself so i'm going to make more of a consistent effort to post.

i am thankful for the opportunity to work this past weekend and today. i am looking forward to having some spending monies (finally!). life is grand and imma drop a grand as i enjoy it to its fullest--hella hedonistic, say whaaaaa, jaykay dawg

anyhow, i am thankful for great people in my life. i may have trouble with words but i have found a handful of people who i am able to communicate with without struggling to express myself. its that sense of understanding and feeling of acceptance which resonates.

i feel like this world is an amazing opportunity for self-discovery and self-actualization. i am in the midst of accepting the daunting yet gratifying challenge to do so.

it takes ONE to know ONE.
by letting go of expectations (constructs of the mind), you can be open to the amazing, limitless world of opportunity and creativity. bonds on the atomic through emotional levels. open up and connect with others. constructs of the mind may prove useful to house difficult emotions or express abundant joy.

my language may seem esoteric and nebulous. its hard for me to confine my views into specific words. i can feel myself turning away in apathy. what's the use? why does it matter? i understand i'm here now and i should learn to make the most of it. i'm learning to let go of struggling to be who i believe i should be and accepting myself for who i am. i resonate with people who understand the significance of life and don't waste their time discussing it--rather their actions express their intentions and beliefs. life's too short. live it!

i'm thankful for the internet.